Name change for this. I have never enjoyed anal sex. I find it really painful. DH has tried various things like using lots of lube and even butt plug.
About a year ago I said I wasn't doing it anymore. DH wasn't happy and has hinted a few times since but I always said no.
Last night he went out with his mates and was really pissed when he came home. He basically forced me to have anal sex. I started crying and begged him to stop. He did but not for a while.
I feel disgusting and dirty. He didn't want to talk about it today and told me to stop going on about it and it was partly my fault for always saying no to anal.
He's not speaking to me now. DH says most women love anal sex so I don't know if maybe I'm the problem.
We've had problems in the past but I thought we were in a good place now. Now I feel like he hates me.
There's no real point to this just to get it off my chest. Maybe if you do enjoy anal sex you can tell me how to make it less painful