Impromptu anal sex with someone I haven't been seeing very long.
It was a first time for both of us.
I hadn't prepared as it was just a spur of the moment thing, I think we got a bit carried away.
I've no idea what came out after. But I'm sure it was not pretty. In fact, probably pretty bloody awful because there was some residue in my knickers after.
He went to the loo and had a shower straight after. And then we spent another hour hanging out and he left. I feel really embarrassed and I'm not sure I can see him again knowing what he's seen..
He came inside me but I've no idea if he actually liked doing anal or would be put off me forever.
Urgh I wish I knew what he was thinking.