Partner of 16 years blindsided me with 'I'm not happy anymore and I don't love you' - how do you handle this?

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My partner of 16 years totally and entirely blindsided me with 'I don't love you anymore and I'm not happy' October last year.

I could tell for a couple of months he was a bit unsettled but every time it came up it was more his dissatisfaction about his weight, feeling a bit lost in life (we are mid-late 30s, no kids). Also missing having friends close as all his long term best friends live in different countries across Europe.

in terms of our relationship it was as good as always, jokes, closeness, quality time as well as independent time like we have found have good balance in the last 5+ years. Our sex life definitely struggled in the last 3 years because busy with work, different schedules and a bit of a mismatch that I need some emotional closeness and intimacy lead up to get in the mood but we were still at it a couple of times a month.

now the biggest thing - we bought our first home together early 2025. It had been something we were both saving for, we were excited, we had many conversations about that choice and it was always a 100% yes from his side. Until summer 2025 he was still the same towards me; when he's half asleep or a bit drunk he'd always tell me how much he loves and me and saying he doesn't know what he would do without me and hopes I never leave him.

We celebrated our anniversary a couple of weeks before the bombshell. After our anniversary I had noticed he had stopped telling me he loves me e.g. when I was off on a trip or before bed or randomly as we do. I asked him about it one day feeling very emotional and then he told me he doesn't feel the same way about me anymore, sees me more as a companion and he 'doesn't want this anymore'.

That is really tough to hear out of the blue in the sense that nothing had changed in terms of our lives, behaviours, actions, nothing.

The problem is he can't tell me what changed, he cannot articulate what 'this' is that he doesn't want anymore. He cannot articulate what would make him happy, he did confirm he's also unhappy with his appearance and so on.

We spent many hours talking, he did say he didn't want to just end it and we do deserve to try and rekindle the love we had for so long. He also did a lot of self reflection, considers he has been people pleasing and saying yes for so long he's just kind of snapped and if he's not happy with himself, how can he be happy in a relationship.

It is 8 months later, what I observe are days in him where he acts mostly like his old self and I see absent mindedly he still reaches for me or reacts/talks//jokes like we always used to. Then there's the days he's shut off, distant and barely looks at me. Twice we've spoken about the situation we face, he tells me he's trying but it is really hard.

We spent a good 100k buying and settling into our home. It was kind of a forever home choice. Everything we've built up so far and the decisions made for our life has been for US. Joint decisions, never one person forcing their way.

To sell and move it would cost a fortune, I am mad about the fact that he committed to us and this house purchase and six months later does this to me. I also fully believe that he's maybe imagining something that's not realistic for whatever it is that he wants.

I love him deeply and I cannot imagine a life without him, especially because we've had it so good all this time. After 8 months though I am growing more resentful that he's wasted our money (we earn almost equally, me a bit more), crushing also my dreams for the future and he's not done much (anything?) to address the things he said he wants to work out for himself.

He can be quite stubborn in the sense that if he decides on something, it is quite set in stone and half the time it feels to me that because he's decided he doesn't want this anymore he will not even entertain the idea of focusing on the good and what a long term committed relationship feels like, and that love is an action, not just an emotion.

We do make effort to connect, we go on 'date nights', we are still intimate (both initiate), live our life together.

But fuck, where do we go from here? What do I do? Am I delusional for hoping we will reconcile? Is this a pre-mid life crisis for a man? is it normal in a 16 year relationship to just dust your hands and call it a day without upholding the commitment you have made to the relationship, the other person and the life you have built, and to try and overcome the difficult period?

I am so sad, so lost and I have nobody in my life to talk to about this because our friendship groups are so intertwined and all my individual friends know the partner after such a long time too. He has a friend in the US I have never met that he's apparently confided in about our situation.

Riiiiiiight, because a mentally ill family member doesn’t impact the entire family one bit. 🥴

What a clueless thing to say. OP is on here saying exactly how it is affecting her. It is distressing and yet you’re like, ah not her problem, just ignore it.

Really?
Have you actually read the thread through?

The idea of him being "depressed" came from a poster, not the OP.

The OP is trying to sort her life out and move on from this man who has decided that he wants to not be with her despite agreeing to buy a house fairly recently, thus costing her a heap of money & upending her life.

If he's depressed then he needs to take steps to sort that out himself.
The OP is not responsible for him or his feelings.

It’s either another woman, or he’s scared of commitment, and buying a house meant he was ‘trapped’. He may got caught up
with the excitement of house hunting etc but once the deed was done, he could no longer escape that easily, or didn’t like being financially tied up.

She’s not saying that. She’s saying if he’s depressed then it’s not for the OP to fix not that it’s not affecting her or impacting her.

Not ‘just ignore it’ but leave anyway.

Thank you.

I note this poster hasn't returned and I suspect they hadn't read the OP's posts anyway but jumped in with this opinion based on one or two speculative posts from other people.

If anyone is still here to read, here is the update.

Shortly after my post I came back from work one day and could tell he was unhappy so I asked him what the plan is for our 'divorce'. It caught him off guard and he said said he doesn't know because who would want to go through that but I think it woke him up. I said we can't do this forever.

we've genuinely had good and bad moments since then, he's really not a loser or user, just cowardly to face the facts and I'm not much better given the denial/hopeful mode I've been operating per my last post,

we have both been hurting, there is no animosity but a decision had to be made.

a week ago on Monday we sat down, I asked what's next and he said his feelings are not changing and he's so sad about it and it hurts to see me hurting and him not being able to give me what I want. So I said that's that then, we call it a day.

We cried and sat together and just processed it, it is so fucking hard after 16 years because nobody did anything wrong, life just changed.

We are sleeping in separate bedrooms, day by day figuring out what's next and how without rash decisions because there is no need for it. sorting out the life admin to go forward.

I wish he would have given me a signal he was losing feelings before I had to call him out on it, I wish we had been brave to start the separation ten months ago, but that's life.

We will tell family and friends when we know what's next and when we are less raw to actually be able to talk about it. I told a good friend today because I needed to feel like I was not alone in carrying this big thing.

We are amicable and want the next steps that put us both on the right path.

But wow the heart break and processing is something I could never have prepared myself for and I mourn the loss of my person and the future I thought we would have together.

Thank you to all the supportive and kind people who responded. If you have any pro trips on processing this grief, I will take any help I can get.

Thank you for the update and wishing you all the best for the future. Not the direction that you anticipated, but at least you know where you stand now.

Ah op just read your update, I wrote the below post before I had, I’m so sorry xxxxx

I believe this is an actual mid life crisis as opposed to pre, but op it’s been 8 months of you hoping today will be a good day for him/ he’ll say I’ve been a bit mad, you know you’re the greatest thing that’s happened to me etc. I get that men go through hard times, and it must be head wrecking for him to think of what he has but still be unhappy but how many more months or years can you wait? You shouldn’t even have to wait a day

Big hugs OP. Heartbreak is one of the worst feelings/pain to go through but you'll get there.

Wishing you all the best for the future ❤️

I’m so sorry … such a horrible place to be.
The only advice I can give is that I once read when a relationship comes to an end, often we only remember the good times. I certainly did that and was heartbroken when my marriage ended. But baby steps and you will be okay..
Wishing you all the luck in the world.

That’s not OP’s problem to solve, though.

Even if he is depressed, he’s still doing that passive male thing of assuming it must be because his woman is defective. Because the whole point of a woman is to make sure you never have to take initiative, or do hard things, or feel anything you don’t want to feel, like disappointment in yourself, or social isolation, or grief, or fear of mortality or whatever. Why bother having a woman at all if you’re still expected to take responsibility for yourself?

The trouble is, once you’ve settled into this existence where you’ve passively outsourced any energy and initiative and decision-making to your woman, and regressed to pseudo-teenage inertia, rotting indoors and gaining weight and playing games online and neglecting your career and social life, you start to feel stuck and emasculated, the spark is gone etc (because you’ve turned her into your mum).

And the problem has to be the relationship and not you. So you hope to find a better woman - you have a brief burst of energy where you go to the gym, take up some hobbies, and that feels novel and kind of fun until you secure your next woman and then you can relax and the cycle continues.

OP, you are young, and sound like you have a lot of energy and dynamism and a good attitude. The harder you work to help your partner, the more of a dead weight he will become. He’s not a full adult.

Take control. Make the decision yourself. Selling the house will be hard but you can do it, and you will be astonished at how much lighter and freer you feel. And in your next relationship make sure you seek someone mature and proactive, who is a match for your energy.

Just seen your update, OP - let the grief happen. Let yourself feel anger, too. Use the energy of that anger to get things done and create your next chapter.

Focus on redirecting all your emotional energy towards yourself and your interests. Comfort yourself in your grief, gather friends and family around you.

I imagine there may be things that have always been missing in this relationship - things you weren’t getting from it - and you hadn’t noticed because you are used to being super competent and self-sufficient. You are now free to find a relationship with someone who can meet you where you are as an adult, and bring some of his own joie de vivre rather than riding on your coattails.

It will be a tough transition but life on the other side will surprise and delight you. And you are still so young, with a whole fabulous life yet to unfold. Courage! ❤️

Well done for being brave!

I'm so sorry you're going through this. From experience, I know that this is hard. As for dealing with the heartbreak, I think the cliche in this case is true - time will help you to heal and come to terms with what has happened. Keep going forward, however slowly; take good care of yourself (get enough sleep, eat proper meals); and talk it through with a trusted friend who will listen and be compassionate. You will come back to life, given time. I wish you all the best things.