Partner of 16 years blindsided me with 'I'm not happy anymore and I don't love you' - how do you handle this?

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My partner of 16 years totally and entirely blindsided me with 'I don't love you anymore and I'm not happy' October last year.

I could tell for a couple of months he was a bit unsettled but every time it came up it was more his dissatisfaction about his weight, feeling a bit lost in life (we are mid-late 30s, no kids). Also missing having friends close as all his long term best friends live in different countries across Europe.

in terms of our relationship it was as good as always, jokes, closeness, quality time as well as independent time like we have found have good balance in the last 5+ years. Our sex life definitely struggled in the last 3 years because busy with work, different schedules and a bit of a mismatch that I need some emotional closeness and intimacy lead up to get in the mood but we were still at it a couple of times a month.

now the biggest thing - we bought our first home together early 2025. It had been something we were both saving for, we were excited, we had many conversations about that choice and it was always a 100% yes from his side. Until summer 2025 he was still the same towards me; when he's half asleep or a bit drunk he'd always tell me how much he loves and me and saying he doesn't know what he would do without me and hopes I never leave him.

We celebrated our anniversary a couple of weeks before the bombshell. After our anniversary I had noticed he had stopped telling me he loves me e.g. when I was off on a trip or before bed or randomly as we do. I asked him about it one day feeling very emotional and then he told me he doesn't feel the same way about me anymore, sees me more as a companion and he 'doesn't want this anymore'.

That is really tough to hear out of the blue in the sense that nothing had changed in terms of our lives, behaviours, actions, nothing.

The problem is he can't tell me what changed, he cannot articulate what 'this' is that he doesn't want anymore. He cannot articulate what would make him happy, he did confirm he's also unhappy with his appearance and so on.

We spent many hours talking, he did say he didn't want to just end it and we do deserve to try and rekindle the love we had for so long. He also did a lot of self reflection, considers he has been people pleasing and saying yes for so long he's just kind of snapped and if he's not happy with himself, how can he be happy in a relationship.

It is 8 months later, what I observe are days in him where he acts mostly like his old self and I see absent mindedly he still reaches for me or reacts/talks//jokes like we always used to. Then there's the days he's shut off, distant and barely looks at me. Twice we've spoken about the situation we face, he tells me he's trying but it is really hard.

We spent a good 100k buying and settling into our home. It was kind of a forever home choice. Everything we've built up so far and the decisions made for our life has been for US. Joint decisions, never one person forcing their way.

To sell and move it would cost a fortune, I am mad about the fact that he committed to us and this house purchase and six months later does this to me. I also fully believe that he's maybe imagining something that's not realistic for whatever it is that he wants.

I love him deeply and I cannot imagine a life without him, especially because we've had it so good all this time. After 8 months though I am growing more resentful that he's wasted our money (we earn almost equally, me a bit more), crushing also my dreams for the future and he's not done much (anything?) to address the things he said he wants to work out for himself.

He can be quite stubborn in the sense that if he decides on something, it is quite set in stone and half the time it feels to me that because he's decided he doesn't want this anymore he will not even entertain the idea of focusing on the good and what a long term committed relationship feels like, and that love is an action, not just an emotion.

We do make effort to connect, we go on 'date nights', we are still intimate (both initiate), live our life together.

But fuck, where do we go from here? What do I do? Am I delusional for hoping we will reconcile? Is this a pre-mid life crisis for a man? is it normal in a 16 year relationship to just dust your hands and call it a day without upholding the commitment you have made to the relationship, the other person and the life you have built, and to try and overcome the difficult period?

I am so sad, so lost and I have nobody in my life to talk to about this because our friendship groups are so intertwined and all my individual friends know the partner after such a long time too. He has a friend in the US I have never met that he's apparently confided in about our situation.

Have you suggested counselling, either for you as a couple or him on his own? At the moment you are stuck in limbo, talking to someone about it will help you figure out whether the relationship can be saved.

As painful as it will be, you let him go. Money is only numbers on a piece of paper, they aren't happiness. There is someone out there who will make you happy & give you the future you want, at least you can have a clean break as there are no children. You are young enough to meet someone else, have a family if that is what you want, no point in constantly treading on eggshells terrified of losing him & trying to keep on fighting for something that will never happen.

Agree.

He has literally told you he doesnt love you.
It's over.
He cares so little for you he cant even be bothered to leave you. He is just leaving all of it to you.

Is there any way you can buy him out- this would save you a lot of money long term?

Also if you get a therapist get one for yourself only. (He can sort his own one out)

I get why you didn’t just LTB as we love to say. It’s very difficult to unpick a long term relationship with a house together.

I would say this will not improve if you don’t force an ultimatum. He has dumped his misery on you and sees you as one of the problems in his life and not one of the best things in it. Whether or not he wants to play the field you should not put up with that. He may never make a decision to leave you but the resentment and lack of respect will slowly kill your relationship.
Best advice is to speak to him about what YOU need. That you need to feel secure and valued and be with someone who appreciates what you have. You can’t fix him and his problems. He needs to shit or get off the pot as they say.
He may panic and try to keep you. Let him experience a genuine prospect of you leaving him. Will either result in a genuine reconciliation or an end but IMO better than what you have now. My advice may be different if you were married with children.

You say ‘now the biggest thing’ but all that biggest thing is that you have bought a house.

Is that the biggest thing that is stopping you both from leaving the relationship?

Eight months ago he has told you that he sees you as a companion and that he doesn’t want to be in the relationship. Since then he has done absolutely nothing to address this. Despite being unhappy. He knows he’s unhappy but he can’t even be bothered to do anything about it. Maybe he is depressed, but he hasn’t taken action.

To me it looks like he’s told you how he feels, that he doesn’t love you and sees you as a companion and you have almost accepted that because of the house. He’s atrophying at home not doing anything and now you have joined in. That’s no life for a young woman in her thirties. Married to an unhappy man who sees her as a companion.

You’re not married. You don’t have DCs. Your relationship sounds unsatisfactory with his moods and the lack of sex and intimacy. There’s no reason at all to stay together apart from a house which can be sold. Yes, it’s annoying and I appreciate you’ll lose money but sometimes that’s life. Can one of you not buy the other out?

Life is too short to stay tethered in a half arsed relationship. Do both of you a favour and end it with dignity, fairness and without malice.

He sounds lazy also. You are going to probably have to do everything, including splitting up for him. I know you will be better off without him.

Let this one go op, it’s been 8 months since he told you he doesn’t love you.. why are you hanging on to something that isn’t working?

I think stop worrying about how he feels and think about how you feel.

Life is about more than just owning a house together. Don't settle for feeling like you're not properly loved, not enough for someone.

You're still in your 30s. Far too young for this shit.

Has he done anything to help himself OP? He sounds as though he is depressed so has he seen his GP for help and advice? Also you mention he is unhappy about his weight, has he addressed this at all? If not he is not trying to help himself at all whilst you are left in limbo which is very unfair. If he won't change or even try you can't fix this. Also who is this friend in the U.S that he's confided in ? If its a woman you might have some answers!

Get the house sold and move on OP. After you’ve dragged through a protracted breakup you start to learn to look straight at the woods and not focus on the trees. This is fundamentally fucked, don’t torture yourself, be proactive and move your life forward. Do some cool stuff, big world out there you’ll be just fine

Were you hoping for children?

If there’s no time pressure, I’d get busy building a fun life outside the home. Stop the pick me dance, giving him lots of attention in the hope he’ll remember what you have. Stop being the most committed one trying to hold onto the one who’s fading out.

One of two things will happen. You’ll be better placed to move on and build a life without him, worst case scenario. Or he’ll wake up and remember what he’s at risk of losing, and shape up.

It’s really important to have a happy, fulfilled life apart from your partner, imo. It gives you so much resilience when they are playing silly buggers!