So, my boyfriend and I agrue a LOT. But not in a normal way I don't think...
He talks over me all the time. Even when we aren't arguing I'll be mid sentence and he will go off speaking for ages. Its got to the point where I struggle to converse with him, and he makes me feel guilty for losing focus.
He argues with so many people. Extremely confrontational guy, which brings problems and drama my way. But I'm 'fake' because I don't do that. I gossip at times and am nice to people, but the way I see it, you can gossip with people you love to avoid popping off at someone (which means you lose your job or get yourself into a really uncomfortable situation).
During an argument, he ALWAYS tries to make it seem as though he's just trying to get through his day and I'm this psycho making it hard for him. For example "what do you want from me", "you're actually crazy" "you need to listen to yourself because you're being a dick", when im literally just trying to talk about how I feel. He will zoom in on specific words I say, but the other way around it's different. The other day I asked if he was annoyed about something and he said yes. But minutes later in the convo I addressed that he said he was annoyed. And he goes: "no you're not listening to me I said it was annoying not that I AM annoyed" and guys I can't stress how he denies the tone of his voice and such... I KNOW WHEN SOMEONES BEING OFF WITH ME so for him to deny it all makes me look like the crazy one. Everything's vague, a riddle, never ever apologises even when he's been fucking awful in the past. He says manipulative and that I use certain tactics, and I've really tried to think if I am but honestly I really don't think so. I'm always "twisting his words" or "not listening", those comments are usually made when I disagree with him. Its so painful to explain something and for them to just say "well you clearly haven't listened".
Need the advice cause I just don't know how to discuss it all with him. I know it's gonna get thrown in my face the nice things he's done. He's gonna make me feel like a shit person. And I'm gonna feel bad i know I am.
Where do I start when it comes to talking about this without it being a huge mind game?
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Would you put up with this?
Gr4insp4in · 05/08/2022 12:41
TheDogsMother · 05/08/2022 15:43
He calls you a horrible cunt, crazy, won't let you speak, you're fake, you're being a dick ? Oh my Lovely, you are worth so much more than this. There is nothing nice about this man. Get rid of him out of your life and take some time to work on lifting your self esteem. You will feel so much better and your life will be happier if you are not being dragged down by a nasty, manipulative arsehole.
Gr4insp4in · 05/08/2022 12:56
Noo were young, but he's older and is looking for something more serious I imagine. It's just a case of wondering how I'd go about getting out. It feels impossible because he does do nice things but it's all shadowed by the fact that he clearly doesn't like me speaking up and defending myself. He has said it before that he thinks I'm trying outsmart him. I don't play those games I really dont
Gr4insp4in · 11/08/2022 08:46
@Dahliasandtea @Catlover1970 I feel so too, its hard because I'm even thinking "did I leave out information just to make myself seedead nice and him to seem awful. I feel like I'm thinking in a distorted way though. I'm not sure :(
KettrickenSmiled · 11/08/2022 11:22
Ha! OP I love the advice you gave @blueberry2105 - so robust!
Can you please give yourself the same respect & loving kindness?
I hope you both escape, & I also hope you keep supporting each other here (even pm'ing) - sorry if this is an intrusive suggestion, but you are both in the same boat & will be so much stronger with each other's support & cheerleading xx
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Whatisthegoss · 30/08/2022 15:55
You know within yourself this is gaslighting and unhealthy.
His choice to behave towards you is his unhappiness? His control?
Respect is what he lacks by the sounds of it all the same as my long winded relationship
I too have held in and put up with its 'all in your head' I'm just telling you my opinion.
But then do you become annoyed or wait for the battle of trying to have your say?
He has got you in trapped in his small world of games.
Can you see yourself long term going through the same senerios?
Stay close to anyone supportive, call your family.
Ask him why he needs you to hear his version or opinion..we are all initiated to our own.
Ditch the toxic and be glad.
You owe it to Yourself
You owe him nothing
We all have choices!
I wonder if he is related to my very recent ex.
EvenMoreFuriousVexation · 05/08/2022 12:45
Why bother discussing it? Just dump this bad tempered aggressive windbag.,
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