I'm married and have been for 15 years. To say the relationship is a bit stale is an understatement. Husband is a good guy but works non stop , leaving me to manage a full time job, 2 Dcs and all the housework.
We literally dont talk anymore and I dont mind admitting I'm lonely.
Last night I went out and came home and messaged a Male friend about music we had a bit of banter ( for context know each other for 25 years) nothing sexual at all ,but then he invited me round to his house to use his hot tub. I said no and then ended the messages saying i was off to bed.
This morning I've checked them and theres nothing untoward but I feel really bad.
Like I shouldn't be messaging late at night and has it given him the wrong impression?
Not sure what to do ,should I block him etc ? Or am I overreacting ?Not sure how happy my husband would be . Think I've been pissed and felt a bit fed up as husband went to bed and just left me sitting there.
Any advice,I dont want to leave my marriage but unsure what to do .