Hi
I am a single parents with an abisuve ex. My current relationship has fallen apart as he can’t be there the way I need to feels guilty and we are bickering all the time. He says he loves me but we are at difference phases of live.
We live separately and he works abroad so living together has not become and option. We had planned for this but work and future goals have shifted.
I can’t go on and feel like there is no hope left, getting out bed is exhausting but I work ft so have no choice.
I feel alone and the loss and grief I feel is like a bereavement - same as when I lost a parent.
I’m at the lowest I’ve been. I have no friends and no support. I want to disappear