Well it’s that really.
My old school friends father passed away recently she worships him but when we were younger he seduced me and took my virginity.
I didn’t feel like it was abuse atall. I was 15 thought I was mature and well when he showed interest I didn’t say no.
It all happened on a hot summers day and I popped over to her house and she was got with her mum.
When I knocked on the door her father came from the side of the house and said they were out and did I want. Drink as they should be back soon . Clearly he knew they would not be.
We chatted and flirted . I enjoyed the attention and well I that was the first time
Should I tell her as I feel very guilty and whilst I thought I was grown up clearly he shouldn’t have.
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