Help needed.
Backstory - early twenties, five year relationship. Partner has children with ex. I take on the role of SP and have done since early on.
Working and studying full time also.
So! I'm nearing the end of a two week break in which we had my partner children for. He worked the first week and took second off. He has fished, golfed, had nights out and all that jazz. I've had a ten minute shop in primark and even that was cut short because the kids can't behave.
I've recently come to the decision I think I'd like my own children but I can't deal with how spoilt his kids are and how much they get away with.
I feel like I've missed out a part of my younger years and I'm starting to feel resentful, even though it isn't his fault. But we never do anything g outside of having the kids. We don't go on holiday, go on trips and I have to bully him into coming into Tesco park with me! There's obviously so much more to it but my question is:
Do I leave him or am I just having a 'moment' and should I shut up and be happy someone's settled with me?
Any advice welcome.