I’m currently dating my sons father. Our relationship is not perfect but we work on it every day and I love him. He has a few friends and they are close. I’ve met them before and not though much of it. After a recent vacation with them I’ve started having feelings for one. It feels so random, but the more he’s around the more I feel and the worse I feel. I love my boyfriend, I want to spend my life with him but I can’t ignore these feelings and I need to work through them and get past it. I’m ashamed and sad and I don’t know what to do.