My ex partner has cheated on me, I found out he had gone on holiday with this woman and was planning a second one before I found out.
This woman was fully aware he had a partner.
We broke up and he went straight to her but then came back to me as things did not go well with them and he found he had nowhere to live. I let him live with me whilst he sorted his life out but during this time he convinced me to give things another go.
We broke up again and he went back to the same woman.
Like history repeating things started go terribly for him - not just with this woman but he lost his job etc.
Like a fool I allowed him to stay with me but have since kicked him out as I discovered more to the story between them.
He now wants to be friends and says he wants to rebuild the trust and prove that I can trust him - just as friends.
I realise that both times he went back we were not technically together but I feel so humiliated and such a fool for letting him back in. I am also furious with the other woman but realise there is nothing I can do about her.
I am at a loss what to do as I still have feelings for him but know I do not love him
- Should I try and be friends?