@Notcoolmum
I agree it doesn't sound like you love her. We don't know the circumstances of your break up or why she ended up in bed with another man. But you would
Leave her to face either a pregnancy or termination on her own. But would happily get her pregnant again once she has conveniently 'got rid' of a Foetus that may, or may not, be yours. Having a termination can be a very emotional experience for a woman. And you appear to expect her to be happy to crack on with trying to conceive straight away after terminating her current pregnancy.
Not to mention that she may never forgive him, because it comes across very much as though he is emotionally manipulating her into a situation that she may not want, for his own ends.
I, personally, thinks that the
OP is coming across as quite controlling regarding a situation that ultimately, is nothing to do with him. Not only is the decision of whether to terminate or proceed with a pregnancy the woman's choice (her body, her right to decide what she does to/with it, after all), but also - the pregnancy is still in the very early stages. She may miscarry, which in itself, is traumatic. A termination
may cause her chances of carrying a successful (ie, wanted by the
OP because she's not had unprotected sex with someone else) pregnancy to term afterwards.
The more the
OP post(ed)s, the more it comes across as all about
him. I appreciate that he made a brave choice to post here, at all, given MN's reputation for blunt, "tell it how it is", responses - but his posts lack compassion for the girlfriend he supposedly loves enough to have taken back after she had a ONS... which she presumably told him about, as he knows about it! She must be in turmoil either way, as another poster said, given that
she cannot yet know with any certainty if this relationship of theirs is feasibly going to last, because of the implanting, fertilised egg inside of her uturus. Such a tiny little thing, really, to be causing all of this emotional chaos.
OP, if you truly were trying for a baby (which, I didn't take away from your initial post) then why did you split up with her a month ago? I'm not going to villify her for the ONS, because - to quote the infamous 'Ross Gellar' - "[you] were on a break!". If she told you about it, then she was honest and upfront about what happened. For all we know, you may well have had sex with someone else during those two weeks, and are simply not mentioning it, to clarify the fact that you actually blame your girlfriend for your uncertainty, your refusal to raise a child that's not yours, your inability to understand that if you truly loved her? You wouldn't abandon her for 9 months until a baby is born, demand a DNA test, then, IF the child proves to be yours, expect to pick up where
you left off.
You are aware that, if she has
any sense, she'll kick you to the curb for treating her so shabbily, right? Regardless of whether a baby - which may, ultimately, not be born - is yours, biologically, or the other man's.
You don't love her. Be honest. Tell her the real reason as to why you're behaving so awfully to her (what sort of decent man would heap such emotional abuse upon a newly pregnant woman, as you admit to doing in your posts?!), and leave her alone to make a choice that is solely
hers to make, regardless of whether the baby in
her uturus is yours or not.
And I repeat: STI tests
all round.