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Link to previous thread. It is over. He still says he is unsure about whether the relationship is right for him. Children is the main issue and he could stay in a relationship which isn’t right for him and regret it when he’s older. Interspersed with telling me he’s sorry for everything he knows it hurts now but he thinks this is best for us both in the long run and I will meet someone else.
I am absolutely devestated. I cry most days. I have terrible anxiety waking up with a knot in my stomach feeling sick. I keep going over and over everything and I am now grieving the fact I am infertile and can’t have anymore children. I had a hysterectomy 3 years ago. I have children but it’s opened a huge wound that I am still so young and can never have another baby and it’s brought home the fact it may be a huge barrier to me meeting someone else. I loved him and he says he still loves me and cares about me and the children perhaps time and space apart is best but right now this is how he feels and he doesn’t think he will ever change his mind. I miss him so much. I am crying for the future we had talked about a house together and getting married. I am finding it hard to cope and I will be honest I have seriously thought about ending it as it’s the last thing in a huge string of things in my life. Everyone said how happy we seemed together. I just miss him terribly