I’m in bits.
I would like advice please.
I’ve always been in abusive relationships until my recent one 18 months.
we moved in together around 8 months for financial reasons. I’ve had 4 kids and it took its toll on my body. a tattooist even asked once If Freddie Kruger had attacked me.
My ex cheated 14 times I knew of and put me down for 7 years.
Anyway a few month ago I noticed a very pretty gym body woman suddenly loving his Facebook photos I had a nose and he was telling her how gorgeous she is on her giant boob photos (I’m flat always have been and I hate it)
I spoke to him and Told him I don’t think that’s respectful towards me it hurts my feelings and makes me feel inadequate, he apologised and hasn’t done it since and agreed that it was disrespectful. Anyway last few weeks another one a new girl does the same and I said nothing about him loving her sexy photos, but he’s suddenly started staying out a couple time a month (friend is upset, business trip) today him and this new one both deactivated their Facebooks within a few days of each other, I since have found out this woman is his ex girlfriend. And today I say him comment “oh god damn 🔥” I think he’s clearly still wanting her to say that, I talk to one ex and I never make it sexual or anything. He says he’s done nothing wrong and I’m being stupid and pathetic. He’s gone anyway because I asked him to leave. Am I being a cow or what? Please be genital I’m really in bits.