So that's pretty much it. We've been an item for a couple of years now. He's been in and out of jobs and I've bailed him out and loaned him money more often than I can remember. I've supported him through depression. I have 3 children and work part time so couldn't really afford to feed him and loan him money. But I did because I loved him.
He gave me the speech about it wasn't working for him and the timings not right etc. I found out that on the morning before he finished with me, he'd won £220,000. I cannot believe it. I feel like I've been punched. He's obviously used me all this time, I thought he loved me. He's bragging about how he can " think of himself now rather than other people". I feel sick.