Im an idiot sti im in trouble

[Rose84]

Ok I will be flamed I know, been in an abusive controlling marriage for 15 ,years. Cheated , as I was sick of lack of intamacy and sex, and just affection. Guy I saw swore he was clean, still txt me every day. I went to.sex clinic just to be sure, gonnarhea 🙈🙈🙈 what the hell do I do now 😑

Nothing makes any sense here. I don't think there is any point engaging with the thread, tbh.

Isn’t gonorrhea resistant to anti biotics now? If the other man says it’s not him, blame husband

I dont call once several times?

You didn't say one.

Maybe get your story straight.

HTH

I. Getting my story straight,

I. Getting my story straight,

I think you're struggling with that.

I agree with Sandy. You do realise you have been abusive too? You're the one sleeping about, blaming him for lack of affection but tbh you cant even remember exactly how many times you've slept with your husband so I call BS there, unless you still have issues with the red wine.

Get a grip, you have 3 children. Its not all about you and your needs.

I thought it was twice but went through the calender and worked out it was once

What do you record in this calendar?

Hmmmmm.

Why did you get tested 6 years ago???

I can hear the OM’s brain whirring.... I’ll get tested, it will be positive, I’ll tell the old bat she must have given to it to me and thats its her husbands fault....

Trouble is of course if your husband tested positive as well....

Anyway tell him and leave. He deserves not to be with someone happy to put is sexual health in the hands of a stranger. And you deserve to be happy.

but I have work tomorrow

Bloody hell wish I was this dedicated to my job

Im.not justifying what I have done in anyway, yes I have been a selfish horrible person, I know that , guess this was the wrong place to.post, I.apologise

Its only the wrong place to post if you wanted people to say, ‘well done, hope you give that vile abusive husband of yours an sti’

Overwise you have been treated far better than a man would have been.

You’ve fucked up. You have to Own it. And to be blunt one day you’ll have the menopause and may not want sex or affection at all. When that happens i hope whoever you are with treats you with more respect than you’ve shown you dh.