Looking for some advice.
I'm almost 30. I had about 140 driving + hours when I was 19 and then gave it up as decided i didn't think it was for me!! I have always struggled since being a kid with practical / coordination skills.
After this I went on to get a degree, a high paid job and bought my own house near work and didnt need to drive.
My boyfriend bought a house too after a year of us being together as he felt it was too soon to live together. It is lovely but about 50 mins away from work by public transport. At the time I was sad he hadn't chose to live with me.
Our relationship did progress and we decided we would live together and I would give driving another go. I'm 6 months in and whilst I have made progress I honestly don't think I have what it takes.
I'm really worried that people will judge me if I give up and that I haven't tried hard enough but I really really have. I can do many things but driving isn't one.
On to the problem. We decided I would move in with him, as I would get a car but I don't think this will happen. His house is better than mine.
I will therefore need a lift to work and will get myself back. I feel so so sad that I will limit our relationship by not driving and feel shitty that I cannot do what most people can.
I know people will tell me not to give up, but after 2.5 years of lessons surely I know now and have tried hard?
Any advice or reassurance?