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I think I'm in shock. Has this really just happened?

259 replies

Isthisreallyhappeningtome · 29/12/2015 20:39

I've had a horrible year. A horrible horrible year. I escaped a violent relationship, was made homeless with a baby, tried to commit suicide and lost a family member on Xmas day.
Tonight my friends decided to club together and take me out for a night in a town we used to go to befire we all had children. My best friends his bad very kindly has taken my DD overnight. Please bare with me I'm rambling but I'm in shock.
I had a few drinks at a new bar and we decided to go to an old bar where I used to work. I was standing there when my friend who is the bar man places a drink in front of me. A gin and lemonade with a dash of grenadine. There is only one person in the world who knows I used to drink that and I just go numb. My friends says it's from that gentlemen across the bar and sure enough there stands my estranged husband who I haven't seen in 5 years.
He was shot a year after we got married and suffered terrible PTSD and it broke down our marriage. He left to go and sort himself out and I decided to try and move on. I never stopped thinking about him, never stopped loving him and now he's here, asleep next to me. I just can't believe this is happening and genuinely think I'm going to wake up in the morning and it was all a dream. I don't even know why I'm posting here I just needed to speak to somebody or someone to tell me that this is real!

OP posts:
Shockers · 30/12/2015 11:58

He could just be renting...

Shockers · 30/12/2015 11:59

Oh no... I checked the OP's last post. Ignore that.

Roussette · 30/12/2015 12:16

How romantic that he puts his tea bag in the sink. I'm swooning here just at the thought of it Grin

MrsBalustradeLanyard · 30/12/2015 12:18

Thornrose that is a most excellent question...

Ilovetorrentialrain · 30/12/2015 12:35

Thornrose it's a bottle of grenadine (or Head & Shoulders).

BastardGoDarkly · 30/12/2015 12:47

Awwwww op, it's fucking lovely

EnriqueTheRingBearingLizard · 30/12/2015 12:49

torrential I do like the idea of a man packing Grenadine, just on the offchance Grin less so Head and Shoulders Sad

Must admit I didn't know you could get it in supermarkets, then again, I've not looked. To be honest, I think our bottle probably qualifies now as 'vintage' Blush Or maybe I was thinking of Angostura Bitters, which is more my thing really. Oh, no, you can get that in Tesco and Sainsburys too, I just looked. I do like the bottles, with the big paper wrap around them and you use it to make Pink Gin. Very festive Wine

Ilovetorrentialrain · 30/12/2015 12:58

You learn something new every day and today I learned that grenadine can be non-alcoholic. I really fancy getting some.

Enrique yes it's definitely grenadine in his pocket. I'm sure of it now.

CakeMountain · 30/12/2015 13:09

Ah, lovely story Smile. I'd change it renting though. I hope you will be very happy.

rainbowstardrops · 30/12/2015 14:41

I hope it all works out OP Smile

Dumdedumdedum · 30/12/2015 14:41

Grenadine is not an alcoholic drink, it is a fruit cordial/syrup which can be added to cocktails (or mocktails, of course!), to sweeten them and colour them red. Angostura Bitters do have alcohol in, and add colour to gin, so maybe that is where some confusion might have arisen?
Really glad to read your update, OP, hope it is the start of good times to come.

Chipsahoy · 30/12/2015 14:50

Sounds fab, but he's not being real with you or himself about the PTSD. You don't get over it. Ypy live with it. You manage it and part of that is admitting you have to manage it.

Flare ups will happen, if you can both accept that and ensure he has the tools.in place handle it, then you both have a chance together.

I have PTSD, it's difficult being married to me, my dh would testify to that, tho he would also say it's a privilege and an honour, cos I have finally accepted my limitations and how this will always affect me. I have ongoing therapy and my whole life set up is to live with PTSD, nor beyond it.

Good luck to you both. I suggest some couples therapy with regards to the PTSD, it really helps.

ICantThinkOfAUsernameH · 30/12/2015 16:26

aw lush update OP I hope it all works out :)

Isthisreallyhappeningtome · 30/12/2015 16:59

He's gone back to the house now and my baby is home. I'm still in disbelief. I'm literally tingling all over.
Had a chat with my friend who said she initially told him to fuck off when he first contacted her because she didn't want me to get hurt. But he persisted and she gave in and I'm so happy. My whole life has literally changed over night! I'm a dribbling mess.

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Sweetsweetjane · 30/12/2015 17:29

OP if this is true then I hope it's truly a happy ending. In my experience if something (someone) seems to good to be true then it probably is. Be careful and keep ears and eyes open.
Perhaps a good idea would be to keep posting on here, every slightest doubt before you discount it all together. Sounds like he's won your friends over so here might be the safest place for you.
Sorry to be a damp squib but be mindful based on your most recent relationship history...

MiscellaneousAssortment · 30/12/2015 18:34

Humm, the persistence required to wear people down to make these sweeping gestures are not signalling 'what a romantic man', they are signalling 'what a domineering controlling man'

Anything that can be rewritten as an abusive story should be stopped and thought about. And the pushing pushing to get his own way, persuading your friends to go over your head, that he alone knows what's good for you?

It may be romantic, sweeping you off your feet, decisions made for you, everything 'meant to be'

And yet, it also sounds manipulative, domineering and it's quite frankly odd to hang around the area 'preparing' to meet you for the first time in 5 years - that's a very odd thing to do surely?

And really, the buying a house could be the start of a stalking nightmare.

I'd be very wary, the sop towards 'taking it at your pace', well he's certainly not done that so far.

Please remember that although he may want to force his way into your life and pretend everything is just like it was in the good old days... Life is not the same.

You have a child.
You have just come out of an abusive relationship.
You and your child need to heal, make a new life and recover.

He has a serious mental health condition. He needs to come to terms with you moving on from him and having a child with another man. Will he hold this against you? Or generously 'forgive' you? And what kind of relationship is he going to wang with your child? He seems pushy enough to want to play happy families from the off - which would put your child in a very vulnerable position indeed. Or will he compete with the child you had without him?

So many warning signs, and I hope you stop and think amidst the wonder and magic.

DurhamDurham · 30/12/2015 18:40

Isthisreal I mean this in the kindest possible way, I think you need to calm down and slow down. Talking about being a dribbling mess is slightly worrying.

The fact he had bought a house near by is irrelevant ( and slightly worrying ) he must realise that he had been out of your life for five years, you have a child and it would be impossible to take up as if you've never been apart.

I'd hate so many plans taking place behind my back. It's like an ambush rather than a romantic gesture.

GarlicCake · 30/12/2015 19:05

I agree, Misc and Durham. Don't want to rain on your parade, Is - and god knows I wouldn't begrudge anyone a lovely night of festive bonking - but 'ambush' is exactly the right word.

While you're enjoying your reunion, PLEASE do the Freedom Programme!

Chamonix1 · 30/12/2015 19:57

Wow

MiscellaneousAssortment · 30/12/2015 20:22

Sorry yes, my post was rather rainy on the OPs bonking parade!

Op do please enjoy yourself, just don't get swept away... A wonderful night, a lifetimes happiness does not make.

AnyFucker · 31/12/2015 12:29

I agree with MA

This sounds like a horror story not a romantic tale to me

It takes all sorts < sigh >

AlwaysBeYourself · 31/12/2015 15:59

Can I ask why? Why you think it sounds like a horror story? It could be just what it is and a happy ending. Does happen.

variousthings · 31/12/2015 16:03

No it doesn't happen! Only in movies.

It's fucking weird and ridiculous. Sorry Sad

I think the tingling and dribbling is a bit much but each to their own.

Fairenuff · 31/12/2015 16:26

Going through your friends to re-establish contact with you sounds odd OP. Is there any reason why he would feel he couldn't approach you directly?

AlwaysBeYourself · 31/12/2015 16:28

Well I have seen a fair few happy endings in my time so I am of the opinion that it could.