Please help me see sense

[pnutter]

I'm sorry I'm really upset
My dads funeral tomorrow and I just want to know if I'm being mental
Dh was on phone tonight (I'm away we don't live together but I'm away from my home sorting funeral ) on phone I heard his mobile go a few times. He said it was his son (he was only just saying he never hears from him..son has a partner and baby has moved away) I said send me the message from him to son and vice versa.
Dh got mad and refused .
I would have thought that the eve of my dads funeral he'd just send it even if to just shut me up
I'm so confused.

There is no shame in having an illness. Your family sound like the disappointments, not you. It sounds like you're doing all the right things, keeping your support network strong and seeking help when you need it. People who don't have depression struggle with coping with grief, the fact that you are coping so well in the face of everything that has happened is real evidence of just how strong and capable you are