My relationship is really at breaking point along with my life.
I'm currently awaiting help for my mood being low but I need to know if I'm as crazy I feel or if my point is valid as I really don't know anything right now.
Dp is upset with me for asking again for help in the middle of the night, I've been asking for 2 months if he could just get the dc 1 baby and 1 with sn neither sleep.
He only works a few hours in the evenings but says it's my job to get up and deal with the them at night currently not getting more than 2 hours sleep at a time but it's also my job to deal with them during the day although he is around and does the food so does do things but in 6 months he never once took both kids out.
Aibu to think this isn't right- I really don't know at the moment and I know the kids deserve better than me I keep trying but I don't know if I can ask for help from anyone again as I'm paranoid about annoying people (sorry If I annoy anyone here)