Help me deal with his denials (POF Profile found)

[DoingBetterNow]

FUCK.

Just found my boyfriends profile on POF. I hate myself for checking, my ex cheated and I told myself I wouldn't put myself through that again (dragged on for years) when you get to the stage you have to check its already too late.

But two things made me suspicious, we were on holiday the other month and he mentioned he can't of deleted his POF profile properly as he still gets emails. 2nly his phone is always on airplane mode. (apparently to save battery)

I text him saying Fuck you. He phoned. Told him I knew. hes saying he hasn't been active. He obviously has, the profile has been updated and theres a pic in there from Jan this year and the text references May 2015.

I cant stop shaking.

[DoingBetterNow]

Feel sick this morning. Just wish there was something he could say to make this okay but even his excuses are shit. (In reality nothing would make it okay, I just wish he hasn't done it )

Feeling very sorry for myself. Really wanted this to work out

[thequickbrownfox]

Stick to your guns! He's taking the piss.

[tallwivglasses]

He conned you into thinking he was a decent man. Now you know his true colours Now, pick yourself up, get that dog out for a walk and look forward to your lovely holiday.