blossom we ended up having a big row over text. The problem with us texting, calling and Skyping for two months was that I think to some degree we both felt like we were couple and started acting like one.
Both of us were jealous and suspicious with our guards up and I am prone to temper outbursts, and he gives away far too little information and is prone to the silent treatment. Not a great combination.
I got a friend to read our communication from the last week, and she agreed his response was odd and made no sense. One minute he is acting like I am his girlfriend and the next like he couldn't give a toss.
I did try and make peace, but it was met with "I'm upset now and Id rather stay in, and besides, despite all your assurances that you're dying to see me I know you have another date booked next weekend (I do and told him upfront instead of lying) that you might need a rest this weekend."
All a bit much, from both of us...but maybe...just maybe if I leave it a few weeks / months we can revisit. There was smoking hot chemistry there and I am still on his FB and phone etc so I hope he will chill out and come and talk face to face about it.
I have another date now next weekend with someone I don't remotely fancy and who I have told I am hung up on Mr AWOL, but he would like to meet anyway. Also just booked one for coffee on Tuesday with a cute looking Paramedic.
I'll try and keep calm, date other people and hope Mr AWOL and I can have fresh start. He did send me a message to say he felt we'd have ended up together but this distance has "f**d our chances". I do hope it can be remedied.