Several of my friends have had full sex forced upon them at some time or other but, quite recently, it happened to me at a party.
It wasn't violent or brutal but he was just a lot stronger than me and he wanted his way and I couldn't stop him, even though I kept telling him I didn't want him to do it.
He's a popular guy and I suppose you could say he's a nice guy apart from what he did. I honestly believe he doesn't think he did anything wrong cos afterwards he was as nice to me as if I'd done it willingly.
I've told my best friends what happened but, even though my head is totally messed up, I daren't tell anyone in authority cos all Hell will break loose and I don't want the trouble and the shame for me or my family or my life in general.
Am I being unreasonable in keeping silent?