I just spent the last two days reading your previous posts (not solidly mind, I do have DD to think of!) and I am emotionally exhausted just reading them. I have absolutely no idea how you feel or how you've not only managed to survive the last few months but do as well as you have. Truly incredible, and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
Twunt reading your threads and then reporting back on how your portraying speaks volumes. It would be laughable if he wasn't such an atrocious cunt. No, you know what? It's still laughable. If he was such a saint and it was all your fault and he's so worried about how he's coming across he'd sign up and put his side forward. But he won't because he knows he's wrong and he knows he'd get ripped to pieces- not because of the way you've painted him, not because we're all a bunch of man hating bitches (I think very few MN users are), but because, simply put, his actions since January (and probably before) have been deplorable from start to finish. Even ignoring his actions from Jan to a few days ago sending nasty texts to a woman in labour is disgusting, never mind the fact that the child is his.
So, if you're reading this Twunt (and this is the only time I will address you directly, so read carefully), I have four words that you really need to bear in mind. Repeat them over and over in your head before you get it, "It's not about me."
Try it, right now. "It's not about me."
I have a sneaking suspicion this has been the problem all along. Your not the most important person in waves life. You never were and you couldn't handle it. I bet you did feel weak all those times she didn't need you because she's perfectly capable of doing things herself and standing up for herself and you didn't like it. You're a very weak person.
waves All the best for the next few days/week etc, and I hope little Acrobat makes his appearance soon