Morning everyone. Thank you all for being so kind, I do appreciate it. Slept from about 8.30 last night, woke up at 5.30 and just been laying in bed for the last hour or so listening to the birds. Feeling a little better.
Everything is just so hard sometimes, and I feel incredibly alone pretty much all the time. The boys are the only family I have, and I can't even get along with them. Reminded of how I miss the lovely Ex last night, because I know if (when we were together) I'd text him and said 'things are crap, I need a hug' he'd have come round to see me, and hugged me, and held my hand, and promised me it would all get better. And I miss that so very, very much. And I'm not sure I will ever have that again :(
On a less mememe 
note:
Happy Birthday Juliette 
I really hope today defies all your expectations and is fabulous :)
Kin Hope your day is better today too.
Good luck to Rose and Kirsty re the houses. I like the idea of moving (if not the practicality) - new home, new start etc. All v positive :)
Pom it will be ok. I predict you will hear from Ruggers today. Or if not, there is someone better just round the corner, honest. I am rarely wrong about other people, it's just my own future I am foolishly over-optimistic about.
WFF glad all is ok with you, and with Lab. Slow and steady etc!
Western good luck for tonight's date, hope he turns out to be a good'un.
Lubey massive well done on the no smoking/weight loss combo, you are an inspiration to the rest of us!
Snape hope today is better for you too. Why do the GPs keep phoning? How's the holiday search going, found any possibles?
Moan sounds like all going well with Mr Meet-up, sometimes with people men once you get beneath the exterior, there's a lot of good stuff.
I know I have (despite my efforts and the epic nature of this post) forgotten lots of you, so hello to everyone I have left off, and apologies for doing so, and I hope we all have a terrific (rather than terrible) Tuesday :)