Ok here's goes
10 years ago I met someone, we were going to get married- i was 23, he 27 I'd told my parents who were happy, went to meet his mum who didn't like me- mainly because i wasn't the same ethnicity, same religion tho. Came from no money etc - so he sided with his mum and left me. 
I've been thinking about him a lot recently, going to back and reliving the time we had together.
Just found that he is now married, same religion and ethnicity, 3 kids, nice big house etc- all the things we wanted together! 
I am married, 2 kids who I love to bits and lovely DH who supports me and is my back bone and who I also love to bits.
So Why am I feeling like crap?