No word from the prof though, so he's clearly a heartless bastard on the basis that it was a fabulously crafted email (wasn't it time?!) and anyone that can resist that is maybe a little self-interested (says the woman who has spent the afternoon browsing nipple-clamps) I kind of still think it might work out on the basis that he's hyper intelligent and I do give an amazing argument. He might want a clear head to newer, but a 'don't panic, I'm thinking' text would be lovely [hmm ]
PM a little off tonight (walked out of gym to meet him, he said, 'oh! You look radiant!' does he know? Has he seen profile? Argh! I've created a monster!) , still no luck on the work front for PM (or OKC - you're not clicking on the right profiles!!) so he's feeling a little down. 'it's OK, I'm getting used to rejection' oh ha-ha PM! Popped him off a text that I've always got his back, I'll see him tomorrow.. :-)
Was Running bizarre future conversations in my head while driving home from sainsburys,.... ,' yes, yes, Oxford uni then russel group lecturer, devastatingly handsome, extremely accomplished, actually a doctor! I can call him 'doctor'! That doe sit for me! verrrrry good in bed (he says) if a bit kinky, very rich, very funny. He is the very best kisser ever. He actually likes me! He says I'm beautiful & my arse has an incredible roll when I walk away. he laughs at my jokes and wants to bend me into slightly uncomfortable shapes when he lavishes attention on me. And I want you so don't talk to me about rejection!
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