Went out for a few hours with friends and I didn't come home until 4am.
DP had called the police and my sister...
we have been rowing for a few days now and tbh I just didn't want to come back here to row again. So at 11,45 when my friends went home I went for a walk and just kept walking, trying to clear my head. Because of the area I live in I put my phone on silent so nobody bothered me. I checked my phone at 3.30 and found I had had 21 missed calls.
I know I was stupid and inconsiderate to do that but I am so worn out with it all.
I had 2 hours sleep and am now vegging on the sofa while ds2 plays.
When I came home we started to talk but shortly it turned into bickering so i went to bed.