Don't know where to start really without this being very long, and very dull 
I've been seeing someone for the last few months - it has been very intense from the start, and I fell for him quickly.
The children have met him and spent some time with him, I've met his mum and dad, and it has been a relationship that I will never forget.
But by god has he fucked me about. He's finished it a couple of times, freaked out about being in a relationship, asked me to move in, changed his mind, and generally behaved like a bit of a cunt, to be honest.
I've kept going back though. I really thought it would work, I thought we were perfect together, which is why I couldn't accept that he's a dick.
Last night, I had to take ds to A & E because he cut his head open and had to be glued back together. Not once did my 'man' text me to see if he was ok... and then when I spoke to him this morning, he didn't even ask after him.
It's like a light has gone on in my head. This relationship is really not good for me. I've feared for my mental health throughout because it's been so tempestuous, and the way I've behaved... this is completely out of character for me.
So. I need to finish it, don't I?
But I need my hand holding. I know it's the right thing, and I am going to do it. But I need somewhere to talk.
Sorry. It ended up being very long and very dull after all 