Do I apologise for my stalkerish behaviour or just leave it?

[poshsinglemum]

I had a huge crush on a guy last summer and when he rejected me I sent him some arsey messages about leading me on etc. (he didn't really- that much)

I know I have been totally out of line and am sorry but I really shouldn't contact him again should I?

Mabe I want to say sorry because I want to start contact and build bridges but I know this is a bad idea. I need to snap out of it but can't get my mind off him. my previous thread on this sunk I think.

If I see him again (we live in the same area) I know I should just ignore him but would love to go up and apologise for being such a twat.

I kind of regret not having sex with him as we could have been together. I wouldn't let him in emotionally either. In the end he just got fed up with me sleeping around and rubbing it in I think. No wonder it didn't work.