I took the first abortion pill and instantly regretted it but was telling my self all day that it was the right thing to do even though In my heart I knew it was not, it has taken me 3 days to actually take it. that night i couldn’t sleep, I ran outside into my garden and had a panic attack and couldn’t believe what I had done to my baby, I rang bpas the next morning ( yesterday) before my children woke up absolutely hysterical, I was told to not take the next lot of pills that morning and that there’s a chance my pregnancy will continue and no harm will be done to the baby if it does continue, but it’s a 50/50 chance basically, I rang up my hospital and they have me in for a scan tonight to see if baby is okay, I’ve had no cramps, no bleeding, no pain or anything so I have been praying everything is okay but not getting my hopes up. I just want to say Anyone that is struggling to take the first pill like me like crying badly and really upset about doing it then don’t do it , I have had an abortion before and I didn’t feel this way and I Knew it was the right thing and still feel that way but not this time I’m absolutely gutted and I know I’ve done this to my self but can anyone who sees this please pray for me the scan is at 6pm tonight and I’m just sick of my life right now hoping for the best and totally alone