9 weeks with a planned pregnancy and to be honest I'm feeling like I made a huge mistake, the nausea and tiredness is overwhelming I feel so guilty for my partner and little boy. I'm now feeling like we're out of the baby phase and why would I want to go back to sleepless nights and nappies again. I don't know what on earth possessed me to want to try for another. I just want the old me and my body and mind back. Also thinking I won't even be able to have the COVID jab and everyone will be out enjoying life again and I won't be able to. I keep wishing I would miscarry. GP said to let her know by the end of the week if I want referring for an abortion.
Has anyone else ever felt this way?