ok, am being very silly now.
but keep panicking about 'what if i'm having a boy this time'
i have 3 girls. i am one of three girls then have a younger brother and we were evil to him. honestly, we attacked hi mwith make up, played jokes on him, our friends used to tease him and it was madness.
its going to be crazy here with 4 kids anyway, i know that, but the thought of throwing a poor little defenceless boys into the mix of my crazy practical joker girls, well it scares me.