Right side pain very worried now

[Scorpio8]

I am 7 weeks and panicked soon a I found I am pregnant. I had two scan first they saw sac and second the heartbeat.
I been worried a lot about this pregnancy and every time something happens have to Google old threads on here. I had several things happen. Last night fell asleep woke up bursting for a wee so think I held my bladder. I have right side pain and got up from bed really bad right side pain. Something not right at all.
Very scared at the moment.

@ShaneTwane

Some people who think that way are the ones who fake pregnancy.

I will come back on here Thursday maybe. My DP going away until Monday and have work tommorow.

Will be thinking of you tomorrow op. What times your appointment?

@ShaneTwane

It's afternoon 2:05.

I been all over the place and literally have told someone else. Because of how I am feeling I am going to end up telling someone else but like trying to hang on.

I been really good at keep it quiet until now.

Only this morning my Dp mentioned the scan I didn't want to talk about it. I won't tell him anything while he is away.

I am preparing myself for bad news but also hoping good news too.

I am really not in a good place at the moment. Three bottles of wine are sitting on the side in my kitchen. Hoping won't need one after. My teenager is here so hard to keep myself same.

I had work today and so much to occupy my mind.
I suppose I will be okay have to be.

@ShaneTwane

Sane I meant

I should of sent my teenager to my mums today. It might need to happen tommorow or we go there tell her I am pregnant lol.
It's really horrible kept in limbo.

Everything crossed for today. Really hope it's good news. Will you be ok going in alone?

Thanks @ShaneTwane

Yes I will be alright.

Well I have had weeks thinking the worst and probably come to terms with possible bad news. I will tell the lady if it's bad it's not shock I expected.
I will be more surprised if it's good because I have a lot of lower cramping without no bleeding. I am not sure if that's constipation which I suffer from a lot or something else.

If I don't update today it's because it's bad news and I will update when ready. Have a good day. Literally my phone may be off after the scan or just put down out of the way.

I feel bad my teenager don't know anything. I will still have to try be okay around him but got three bottles of wine on hand for tonight.

@ShaneTwane

I have arrived early at hospital as I can't remember if I need a full bladder or not. It doesn't say on the letter.
I been drinking water but with having many UTI it's not really good for me.

I really wanted to post again but I know how people are on here even a simple question people can be quite rude.

@Scorpio8 full bladder for a 12 week scan, yes. Think my letter said drink half a litre one hour before the scan.

Hoping all goes well today.

Don't feel rushed to post anything you don't want to op. Today is all about you. I will be thinking about you. And yes to full bladder.

Op, just wanted to let you know whatever the outcome please feel free to return when your ready for support and also IF there is bad news please look after yourself and go easy on the wine and don't be afraid to let people know to help x

@ShaneTwane

I got in the scan had ultrasound saw baby she said heartbeat fine. What a huge relief. But she was trying to do something which I did wonder what. Then she said we need to do internal. Apparently the baby wouldn't move so she could measure the neck very stubborn.
I did still ask about heartbeat as she did go quiet but think she was concentrating on trying to do measurements.
I was happy to see everything is okay and have my scan photos.
She said baby laying so down in my pelvis.
I actually wasn't expecting the screening for down syndrome and the other two things. I need to ask my DP if was okay. He said yes but was told by the midwife I could change my mind. I need to discuss it properly with him when he back.
I had bloods taken and had explained about EPU. I said you got to be bleeding to be seen and she said I would of lied.
So I actually won't apologize for what I have said about them still think they are waste of service. I think people who are worried and not bleeding just get private scan. No point ending up almost going crazy like me stressed out. I actually thought one point I would go crazy.
Yesterday I was so bad had to tell another person and today was calmer but was so scared.
I am so happy my midwife for bringing my scan forward.
I can now relax knowing that cramp didn't harm the baby. But said to midwife who took my bloods and said I suffer from constipation and said it could be that. She did say that too.
I do still get these awful cramps so it happened more since that first time at 7 weeks that why I was very very worried.
I won't lie probably be worrying about next scan but won't be as worried because I know these cramps didn't harm baby. Pregnancy is stressful and hopefully no more stress.
Many people feel this way and don't why I was jumped on here.
It's really disgusting the way people are to people who are anxious. If not qualified to respond nicely they shouldn't. I can handle people saying I need to see someone about my anxiety as I agree and this why my midwife referred me to rainbow. I won't have people telling I have lied about being pregnant that just out of order. Like I said they probably the sort who lies on here.
Thanks all who commented but unapologetic EPU or some comments. I suggest some people stop responding to my threads if they got nothing nice to say.
I suggest don't comment on pregnancy board go to another one and take your issues out there.

Oh op congratulations I'm thrilled it was good news! Yes I think anxiety is going to be ever present but hopefully rainbow really help you out. I agree epu are utterly pointless. Are you going to tell your teen today?

And yes some people really lack compassion especially for people who are extremely anxious and with good reason to be.

@ShaneTwane

Your next and I will be thinking of you Tuesday. Please come and tell me how you got on. It's such a huge relief seeing your baby. I don't know how come I didn't cry in there.
Plus I forgot my due date Feb 21. Have a good weekend.

Thank you hoping mine goes ok. Nervous as hell. Have a fantastic weekend trying to relax and not stress to much.

@ShaneTwane
I spoke to Dp and he said wait until I come back. I am so excited want to tell my mum.
My DP told me don't tell my dad because of my stepmum because she will be negative.
I had to tell another friend yesterday because I honestly didn't know how I would react if I got bad news. I worried about myself mentally. I would of been straight on wine but world of felt sorry for my son. I just want to tell him but best I wait and I know why he saying that too.
My son going to stay with my dad and stepmum soon and he don't want her to know yet.

Aw that's understandable though and you definitely don't need any negativity right now! At least this is the exciting wait to tell! Are you alone tonight? You going to celebrate?

@ShaneTwane

I have told my son today as I thought he overheard a conversation and think he just needs to know.
He is very happy and excited.

I will tell my mum next week and my dad and stepmum too.

Aw that's great your oldest is happy! How are you doing this weekend

@ShaneTwane

I didn't sleep well last night didn't feel well with my stomach.
Then I finally got to sleep woke up with my legs hurting but that my fibromyalgia.

Apart from that been resting, tidying my bedroom and just cooking. Very bored lol.
I don't know my son trying to keep quiet but he just wants to tell my brother lol. I said no as my dad doesn't know yet.

@ShaneTwane

How are you doing?

That's lovely your son is so excited! And aw sounds a bit like my night, very unsettled woke with a headache that just hasn't gone away since :( have to go to Tesco soon but God i can't be arsed lol.

@ShaneTwane

How are you feeling with food? I Don't have much of an appetite.
I suppose I need to change what I am eating. Eat more fruit.

Are you exhausted?

I feel very uncomfortable with my stomach. I have that stuff to help you go.
A bit nauseous

Im hungry a lot but when i do eat i bloat uncomfortably and look pregnant when i never bloat normally. I'm constantly tired and sometimes exhausted to the point of feeling sick and i keep gagging randomly.

Today ive had a none stop headache that even paracetamol isnt touching. I also need to start eating better need fruit and veg.

@ShaneTwane
How are you feeling about your scan tomorrow?
I am excited for you and I am also keeping my fingers crossed.
Is it morning or afternoon? Off work so be watching my thread for update although please let me know when your ready.
Hope your baby none like mine lol. Won't move around so she can't do measurements.

Im bricking it lol. I keep remembering it's actually tomorrow and then i get a sudden want to vom with anxiety. Ive also lost my letter so i dont even know what to do or take tomorrow eek.