Hey guys,
Firstly I want to say thank you to everyone who wished me luck and asked me how I was doing over the past few weeks. It's been quite lonely and I'm so grateful for all your support and having a safe space to vent.
I went in for my scan this morning, originally told it would be abdominal, so chugged away at the water for an hour, only to arrive and be told to empty my bladder. The sonographer must've been scanning silently for what felt like 10 minutes or so before telling me that unfortunately they couldn't find a baby. The sac was measuring big enough to be able to see something significant so it wasn't a good sign. I said my bladder was already getting full again so was told to empty it and come back and they'd get a second opinion to confirm an empty sac.
Came back and had a re-scan, and the little bean was clearly there, heart beating away! Burst into tears and just so relieved.
The sad part is, I'm measuring a week behind what I thought, so I'm no longer a March 2021 mummy :( est DD April 3rd.
I feel a little connection to you all so i'll stick around and keep an eye on all your journey's!
For the moment, I can relax..until the next rollercoaster