I can tell I'm not pregnant anymore

[loutyre]

Little bit of background...
Currently 7 weeks pregnant with my 2nd. Iv had 3 miscarriages in the last year plus 4 in past years. Last time I miscarried I just knew. I went with my gut. This time I have been feeling really sick, my boobs have been sore and iv been that but more tired. Woke up this morning and nothing. I feel fine. I just know in my gut that the baby isn't growing now. I'm tempted to go and get another clear blue to see if it still says 3+ weeks but I don't know if that will give me an answer. I just can't wait around for the next 5 weeks until dating scan to see if baby is still there or not

Have they given you a diagnosis? Have you tried talking to ARC? 💐 Sorry this is happening to you.

That is the shittiest thing the universe can do.
Be angry, be sad, cry. All very valid responses.
Take care of yourself, and take all support offered.

Well my scan is at 11:30 lets see what today brings

I hope you had better news today

Sorry you're having a horrible time op hope you get some answers today x

Baby was showing abnormalities on the brain, it looks like the brain has not formed and the skull around it. They have advised us to end the pregnancy

Oh you poor love 😢 so sorry to hear that. Look after yourself

Really sorry to hear this. Do you have people to talk to in real life for support op? x

@BuildBuildings I do but I'm often a closed book when it comes to talking out loud about it. X

Went to the hospital today to begin the process of ending the pregnancy so today has been a very sad day

I'm very sorry to hear this @loutyre, sending love at this difficult time ❤️

❤. I cant begin to imagine how you must be feeling right now. Life is shit sometimes.

So sorry to hear this x

Well today was the day I said goodbye to my baby. Both baby and placenta passed around an hour ago. I was amazed and heartbroken at what I saw. A sad journey and not one I wish to repeat. Thankyou for everyone's replies/responses over the past few weeks. Xx

There are no words @loutyre sending you love ❤️ Xx

I'm devastated for you. I'm so, so sorry. Through all of your posts you've come across as a very brave woman. I know nothing can make this instantly better, but I hope you can find love and support from those around you. For the near future you simply need to do whatever makes you feel better. YOU are the priority right now, and your physical and mental well being. Please take good care of yourself xx

I'm so so sorry. Sending you love. X

Sending love, cannot imagine how heartbreaking this must be for you x

I've just caught up with your thread OP and I am so so sorry for your loss. Life is so cruel sometimes. Sending you love ❤

Sending love @loutyre. Whilst you never ever forget, the pain will hurt a little less with time.
Hope you have lots of support around you xxx

oh @Loutyre. :-( just caught up, sending love xxx