Going to lose my baby

[1987Laura]

Many of you may have seen my previous posts of getting bad news at scans then got told things weren't as bad at the last scan. Had another scan today where more things were seen. Not looking good and looks like i will need a termination. Devastasted isnt even close to what i am feeling right now. My partner was working away and is now on his way home so we can go back into hospital tomorrow and see the consultant

Doctor said theres too many side effects from a tablet i can get so it wouldnt benefit me. Got strong painkillers and she said to put cabbage leaves in my bra

Laura honestly demand the pill. I had it and there were no side effects. My boobs oozed a tiny bit for a couple of days but that was it. I can’t see why they wouldn’t give it to you?

I suffer from depression and ive read somewhere that it can make it worse?

At the end of the day it has to be your choice but personally it made a big difference to me to suppress my milk x

My doctor said if my painkillers dont work. I can just phone and ask to see her

Just wanted to send and to say I'm thinking of you.
Please let those IRL help-
look after yourself.

Hi Laura just checking in to see how you are?x

I’m so sorry, so hard, sending love

I'm so sorry for your loss xxx

Im ok. Went out with my man last night to let my hair down. Boobs are still really sore but getting better. Hospital phoned yesterday to tell me her photos are ready to collect so need to build myself up to go get them

Im starting my support at my local SANDS on tuesday

@1987Laura so sorry to read of your loss. Glad you’re seeking support from SANDS. Another resource you might find helpful is the “Saying Goodbye” charity - if not now (when it’s all very raw) maybe later.

Thank you x

That's good that you and your OH are making getting out and spending time together, I hope he is doing ok. Hope the boobs are better very soon and the support sounds good.xx

Thank you x