Sorry, this is going to be a big moan so just skip down to personals if you want! I am in so much pain. My hips/crotch/pelvic bones are so painful. Walking/sitting/stairs/getting dressed/getting up/sleeping even ffs is really sore. It is really getting me down and I am on the verge of tears all the time (not helped obv by the hormone thing!) I really shouted at Luke today because I had closed my eyes while they were watching cebeebies and he threw a cup at my head . He deserved to be told off but I really layed into him and he was so quiet afterwards, I felt awful. He is struggling a bit because I am so up and down atm, and I feel like I am not being fair to Luke or Ruth and always feel like I am telling them off.
I am so frustrated that I cant do things. It is Luke's birthday on saturday and I have asked family to come round for just tea and cakes in the after noon. But because PIL live so far away, they are coming to stay for the weekend, and they didnt want to leave SIL on her own with her ds in the school holidays (long story but she has a drink problem and always has a massive drama when PIL come to stay at ours). So now I have a houseful of people when I am feeling crap and I know SIL will spend the whole time moaning as she always does. Last time she spent the whole time asking when they were going home infront of me.
I dont want to cancel as it is Luke's bday and I know he will love it. DH is very good at helping and has been doing loads, but when PIL come, I like to do meals and tidying as otherwise I feel like she is taking over (she is only trying to help but I find it hard). I know that DH will let her (as I do with my mum) and then I will feel really out of control (I know, it is sad but I am not that good at accepting help). Also MIL is not well herself so shouldnt really be doing the jobs either.
Just feeling so fed up with it all and then feeling guilty as I should be making the most of my preg as this is prob the last time I will do all this.
After crap appt with the midwife saying a load of shite about spd which having looked online and asked on here is totaly wrong, I am just glad that I made her refer me to physio as it is getting worse every day. Bet I dont get appt til 39wks or something crap though.
See told you, a big whinge. Now to personals, sorry if I have missed anyone out!
EAH- Sorry you are having DH problems again. Men are definately very different to us! Hope that you get your head sorted and that you can both talk about it properly.
Vino- 4 Weeks to go. Cant believe it. Just want this baby out!
Wilkie- Party sounds ace. Definately have to get kids high for parties! It is in the rules!
LTH- Weldone on the £££ from the boot sale. Hope ds2's eye ok now and that things are a bit better with DH.
UD- Had morning sickness for all three preg so cant comment on the boy/girl thing. My mum only felt sick for my brother, so maybe it is a different sex thing?
Lizz- Did you find any hair styles on the website?! How did your party go?
Pink- Cant wait for Luke's first sports day. He is not a good looser though! So he better be good at it. Just have a picture of him having a massive tantrum halfway down the course because he is last!
Rgee- Ruth loves dancing and when I listen to radio 1, she loves to groove at the table. We sit there sort of moving out heads and sholders to the music, all three of us. It is all a bit Royale Family though!.