Tried to catch up swiftly. chasing don't listen to him. Honestly he can't do that. You're doing brilliantly, you really are. He is being an utter fuckball and it is up to YOU when he has O. I know O loves his dad, and smiles at him but he needs you. e smiles at me the least and LOVES his dad to bits and always smiles. But the quiche made me believe that he cries at me cos I am his mummy and they cry at us to let us know they need or want something and it's us they want it from. You're doing so well, and O loves you, he does :D
contra we all feel like that some days. Some days I've wished it was tomorrow. Some days I've felt like I cannot do this and have made a mistake thinking I ever could. Thing is, the fact we question it is what makes us good mummies :) if we weren't bothered about our LO's then it wouldn't worry us that we couldn't do it quiche told me that too. It will be okay, on grumpy days (and I'm sure we've all had bad days/grumpy baby days?) focus on getting to tomorrow. Sometimes we cannt work out why LO is crying, but it doesn't mean you don't know what you're doing, it means you haven't figured out what is wrong at that particular time. No biggy, we've all been there. It could be something as simple as an annoying fucking itch they can't scratch?! You go through the list, mentally, and do your best at figuring it out. You're trying, which means you CAN do it. If you just thought fuck this and left LO to it and turned music up then that would be different. Am shit with words but hopefully you get the gist!
Hope good nights are had by all tonight :) I am trying so hard to keep up but it's not been easy the past few days!
I missed you chunky!
cake looks awesome pr
Erm. Everyone doing ok?