No, you interpreted what I said as being that, that is your choice!
I said your Father had worth disabled or not, who was fortunate in, your negative view and spin on things turned what I said into something negative.
You made personal attacks on me, again for yourself.
I can see that the end of your Father's live and how it ended could be having an effect on your view of things, it helps me understand why you are twisting things and being nasty, it does not excuse the way you have spoken to me. It is very sad that he felt that he didn't feel happy living the life he had when he was disabled and that his thoughs were so negative that he wanted to end his life. It must have been a horrible time for him and you.
I hope that one day you will learn that everyone's experiences colour how they are, and that one day you will look at someone who has experienced difficulties in their life and instead of that giving them a purpose to work hard and be hard like you display in your posts, that another may crumble and give up and need to be looked after, be that with benefits or by the nhs.