YashmisCrone
That's lovely- it's not about "stuff" really is it.
It's about treating yourself with compassion.
It's a cold grey day here, with sleet,. I'm just back from a shopping trip to buy mundane food items, everyone in the small town had their heads down, scrunched up against the biting cold.
I stopped in Lidl- they had a carousel of seeds and I lingered there a while, and allowed myself time to browse.
I imagined that wildflower mix planted outside my sitting room window, how many times I have planted those nasturtiums with my children and their delight at seeing caterpillars munching on the leaves.
So many different types of beans, I love the big fat seeds, and I love growing them for their decorative use- so fast growing and vigorous, and always bright funky flowers.
I may grow some basil this year, it never does well outside here, but is lovely to grow in the conservatory, then cut and fill the house with that strong perfume.
Those cornflowers would look lovely in some terracotta pots that I didn't get round to planting with bulbs last autumn.
The Aubrieta reminded me of holidays in The Lake District, stunning little clumps of colour poking out through dry stone walls.
I could plant some courgettes or maybe pumpkins for later in the summer......
I didn't actually buy any seeds- I will in time,
But I did give myself the treat of time to relax and think of lovely things, to remember with happiness, to look forward with excitement, each picture on the seed packet triggered a happy place in my mind.
I allowed myself to feel that way, and as I left the shop I was smiling.
To me that's self care.