Reading this thread made me think of two things.
The first was Maslow's 'peak experiences'. When I first read about these, I rather thought that I had had some. I assumed they were psychological in origin. Interesting that your experiences are due to a form of epilepsy UQD. I love neuropsychology. Wish I knew more about it.
The second was the talk of mutiple dimensions. Made me think about the interview witht he sainted Dawkins that I linked to on another thread. It's a bit of a long quote, but interesting in this context I think.
"Yes, he concedes, modern physicists do talk about 11-dimensional space. ?But that?s nothing to do with theology.? How does he know? Might not God exist in one of those states? ?That might be true, but what?s sure, well, highly unlikely, is that anything that theologians of modern day or any day have to say is going to have anything to do with the wonder of what future physicists are going to discover. It?s going to dwarf not only modern-day science but present-day theology as well.?
But was there not, in his mind, a tiny possibility that one of these future physicists could discover God in one of these dimensions?
?Well, I?m convinced that future physicists will discover something at least as wonderful as any god you could ever imagine.? Why not call it God? ?I don?t think it?s helpful to call it God.? OK, but what would ?it? be like?
?I think it?ll be something wonderful and amazing and something difficult to understand. I think that all theological conceptions will be seen as parochial and petty by comparison.? He can even see how ?design? by some gigantic intelligence might come into it. ?But that gigantic intelligence itself would need an explanation. It?s not enough to call it God, it would need some sort of explanation such as evolution. Maybe it evolved in another universe and created some computer simulation that we are all a part of. These are all science-fiction suggestions but I am trying to overcome the limitations of the 21st-century mind. It?s going to be grander and bigger and more beautiful and more wonderful and it?s going to put theology to shame.?
.......
Again, I lob in the words ?transcendent? and ?numinous?, which I believe sum up what he is trying to describe. God, in other words. ?I suspect they don?t mean anything at all,? he says. But being a good scientist, he leaps from the sofa for a dictionary. He reads: ?Numinous: divine, spiritual, revealing or indicating the presence of a divinity, awe-inspiring.? A moment?s pause. Then: ?I?ll go along with awe-inspiring. Also, aesthetically appealing, uplifting. I?ll go along with aesthetically appealing and uplifting. Those aspects of it, yes. Let?s look for transcendent.?
He finds a definition to do with lying beyond the ordinary range of perception. ?That?s probably all OK and I could go along with that. Going beyond the range and grasp of the presently experienced. Maybe transcendent would be a good word to adopt.?