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papillon · 13/04/2004 07:23

Hi All

This thread (and several others) are about us sharing and learning together on our spiritual journey. It is an open space for open minds, so please feel free to come and chat and share your thoughts/stories.

The main book we have been discussing is The Celestine Prophecies book by James Redfield.

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melsy · 13/04/2004 08:24

Hi paps, bit worried to come online this morning due to my mind altered behaviour on here the otherday. I really got a Karma lesson the othernight as I also went to bed at 6:00 last night with a sicky bug and feel a bit shaky this morning.

I am so worried about everyones opinion of me now. I really feel bad physically and mentally today. Very close to tears at the moment.

libb · 13/04/2004 08:35

Sorry for muscling in on another thread but I just wanted you to know Melsy that I did post a message as I was worried for you - try not to worry about what happened. I know that is easier said than done but this Lavender person is a very sad soul and should be ignored. We should all do our best to ignore unless that is his/her strange way of asking for help (something I fear will be very hard to determine). Nightowl also posted a lovely message on the BF thread for you so you might want to look at that too.

You take care and continue to post, we all have our own little space here and I don't want to see yours empty! right? Soon it will all be forgotten.

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papillon · 13/04/2004 08:43

nice one libb

morning melsy
glad u are here with us. I have been thinking of u.

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gothicmama · 13/04/2004 08:45

Melsy donot worry - BF saga is just a lot of people all trying to say the right thing but making a mess of it I love talking to you on these threads off to try and find book so I can join in a bit more. Take care

melsy · 13/04/2004 09:10

Thankyou everyone , I really was upset that I had hurt Israel, but also upset that she called us "pack wolves". I think she may be then behaved no differently to me in that comment, if not worse as she doesnt know me at all.

What a lovely thing to say Libb , you are not muscling in at all. You must have known I would be here!!!

Im so anxious , I have my hypnotherapy today at 2:00 and all my emotions diary have been nothing but negative emotions for thelast few days.I must sit and read our posts to see if I mentioned anything positive at all. Otherwise therapist will be alittle shocked afetr how far i have come. The 1st time in weeks it has gone that way.

I hope you are ok Sibble and now feeling on the up emotionally.I think we may be seeing the strong sway of the pendulum theory in action.New behaviur is always followed by very old until a balance is found through healing. I felt wonderful emotionally coming on to our spsirtual thread as I was so uplifted, its amazing how powerful negative emotions are. I think we may have seen the 2nd insight in action too & happening at its worse here the last few days!!

melsy · 13/04/2004 09:10

Thank you paps & gothic mama , bless you too. xxxx

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papillon · 13/04/2004 09:19

Morning Gothicmama

Glad to hear u are keen to join us and hope you enjoy reading the book.

Mels
Glad that you are sticking up for the wolves!!!

right off now to enjoy the sun - who much to my dismay has been hiding the last few days.

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melsy · 13/04/2004 09:28

Have a nice day paps. Send some sun here its all grey now!!!

I think the anxiety with me is that I will want to find a way of reaching out to Israel , as we possibly need to just start again. But I feel very afraid in doing so. My nature is always to come to an understanding , forgive and try and move on. So it will drive me dolally until its sorted. Im not one to let it lie, Im also not wnating to be seen as a bad guy,or for someone ti see me in a bad light, as you all know that just isnt me at all.

Helsbels · 13/04/2004 09:44

morning all - I just wanted to throw this into the melting pot - how do you feel about people tracking you through your lives? People that you meet and just know - who are they - will you meet them again and if so (as I believe) why is your relationship always so different? I have a reason for asking what you think - just not quite sure how to phrase it!! - Sorry you've been down Melsy, I don't know what's been happening as I haven't read any other threads {{{}}}

juniper68 · 13/04/2004 11:20

Morning all,

I'm so pleased that you and Israel are ok now Melsy (((hugs))) and that the wind up merchant hasn't spoilt what will probably become a beautiful friendship.

We enjoyed our meal out except the kids behaved like a pair of chimps at the end. I don't embarass easily but was so last night

I've been taking my homeopathic constitutional remedy and feel so yuck. It does this though before I'll feel better. I have so much to do in the house but the sun is shining so I'm going to take the boys out

take care all xx

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papillon · 13/04/2004 11:23

Morning Juniper

hope u feel better soon.

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papillon · 13/04/2004 11:41

Helsbels
That is great that you bring up this now.
I am currently reading a book called Journey by Moonlight by Antal Szerb. The main character is on a spiritual journey and has several people tracking through his life. It is an extremely good book.

I am getting to know a woman in the context of what you are saying. Something about our developing friendship is meant to be - with no boundaries and is very spiritually significant.

There is a man I know who affected me for a long time. Our paths have cross on many levels - and I do not really understand why.

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melsy · 13/04/2004 12:02

Can someone explain "someone tracking your life" ? I am feeling a bit crap today and cant seem to "get" it!!Interested and would like to add to discussion.

Why do you feel yuck junper.

Hope we here from goosey again.

Helsbels · 13/04/2004 12:05

oh good - at least I am not losing it completely - or if I am I am in good company!! I just love the fact that you know people that you don't know - I am very intuitive about people and I think it is to do with this - at least on some levels. I have friends that drift in and out of my life always opportunely and always when I least expect them. I have one friend who I was once very close to - he drifts in and out - I was thinking about him the other day when he walked out in front of my car ( my dh's car - not mine so he didn't know it was me - we live in different towns and have different lives now - but he needed me and there we were)strange, but a feeling that I can't quite get away from. Anyway, morning - have I missed something important?

Helsbels · 13/04/2004 12:07

Hi Melsy
I suppose everyone means different but to me its like really bad deja vu - you are introduced to a stranger who you know - people you feel really un or really comfortable with straight away - I don't know if they drift in and out of this life or if we have previous lives and have met them in those but as I said sometimes its very strange and a very strong feling that you just can't get away from HTH {{}}

melsy · 13/04/2004 12:15

Hi helsbels , are you talking about people who make you feel funny inside , but you meet them in different guises or that the same person comes in and out of your life at different times??They are here to teach you stuff I think.Give you messages about what needs healing in your own life I think. Is thst waht you mean by them tracking you??? Im a bit giddy and not thinking to well today.

Helsbels to answer your other question.There was a bit of a whoo ha on another thread that has gone on & on & on. It caused a lot of pset. Its now nearly 600 posts long & will not die.

My mum said a funny thing the otherday about my dd, she thought she might be my late papa in reincarnate!!! He has been very close of late.

melsy · 13/04/2004 12:17

"you are introduced to a stranger who you know" . Is that when you feel you know them , may be from another life , as to get an instant reaction would have to mean you knew them before??? Is that it ??

Helsbels · 13/04/2004 12:20

Hi melsy
sorry you've been having a hard time. I don't know what I mean really - told you - it's strange!!- I don't really want to believe in past lives or re-incarnation but sometimes things happen that make you think it must be so - things like addictions in this life that can be traced back - I find it all confusing. A man I met recently said that I will be really involved in past life regression and that it is my destiny and it is no use fighting it. I had never met him before but he said he was meant to meet me and tell me. I mean people that make you feel funny, I suppose, people that you just know that you are going to be friends with forever from the second they walk in the room. I think this is perhaps a little difficult for me to explain of the top of my ead - I probably need to really think about it - just wanted to get something down in writing and see if it made sense - looks like it didn't

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papillon · 13/04/2004 12:27

I understand what u are saying Helsbels
One of my closest friends here - it was an instanteous thing - I wrote about it on a previous thread.

I had a past life done once. The woman told me that my dh & i were to be marrried in a previous life... but he died before we were wed. As a result always came back as a man until this lifetime!
True or false (who knows)

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melsy · 13/04/2004 12:42

I didnt wnat you to question what u said helsbels. I am not intune today. May be when I read it again later I will get it.

Sorry have to go dh is shouting at me , have to feed dd. she needs her lunchie!!

melsy · 13/04/2004 12:48

Was that the women with the butterfly connection Paps ??

Helsbels · 13/04/2004 13:29

Melsy - I was questioning it before I wrote it! I wanted to question it and see what others thought - the only thing is that I wasn't sure whether what I had put had made sense and when I read it back it didn't seem to, please don't think that you've made me rethink - there's bound to be misunderstanding on such a difficult and complex subject. Have you tried any grounding techniques today - you do sound a bit spacey. Take care of yourself {{}}

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papillon · 13/04/2004 13:58

yes it is Melsy
Saw her today and she gave me information that I have been wanting since being in this country. I would like to have a Naturopathic Doctor and she has one. She brought it up!

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papillon · 13/04/2004 14:00

Oh, no it wasn´t it is another woman - who gave me a book to read the first time I meet her.

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melsy · 13/04/2004 16:47

Hi girls , hyonotherapist said I had done my best work yet today. Lots of crying and relaising of things. Needed to get a lot of that out. Havent done much hypnosis yet though, I suppose she feels that doing this wwork is just as important.

I do feel spacey just as you say Helsbels. What can I do to help ground me ??