bes - I'm having a nervous breakdown just reading your post, you poor thing, your head must be exploding, prayers for everything to sort out quickly, you can't carry on like this, are you getting any support! family? xxxxxx
Mary - I'm fine really, still feeling calm from our mn meet in Northants, which is good, my goal is to make all challenges achievable without too much stress she says through gritted teeth
I'm trying 
The meditation classes are going ok, last night we meditated through art, having Isiah 49: 1-6 The Servant of the Lord in mind, It was done with soothing music in the background, I can meditate with music or art easily, (more my comfort zone) so I will build on that, but I don't think its what is expected in the long run of the group, but I don't mind because obviously meditation is each to their own, I praise the Lord I have found a way!!!!!!
Continued prayers for Alice's Mum, family, my dsis and nephew xxxx