Cote - I'm not trying to convince you that I'm right - I'm sure that anything I can say about what I believe, you can counter quite easily. I'm simply trying to explain to you what I, as a Christian, believe. Which includes the divinity of Christ and the concept of the Holy Spirit.
As I mentioned above to Himalaya, there are aspects of Christianity that I'm quite likely to have to "downgrade" if I'm going to be entirely consistent about the universality of religious experience, and I'm not sure that I could (or should) try to convince you of why I believe that Christ was divine. when it's one of the aspects of my beliefs that I'm less sure of.
The whole "cognitive dissonance" thing has got me thinking, and I'm pretty sure that the clash is between the things that I have worked through for myself (existence of God, equality of the experience which different peoples at different times have had of that God) and the things which I have learned about Christianity (uniqueness/divinity of Christ, concept that connection to God is only available via Christ/Christianity).
Therefore, I'm going to have to try to describe/explain things without reference to Christianity, which is difficult since that's where my "vocabulary" for discussing religious experience comes from.
But I'll attempt it anyway, and then you can tell me why you think I'm a nutter.
I "experience" the existence of God in terms of an awareness of a consciousness which is not my own, and with which I am capable of limited two-way communication. When I say "limited", I have no doubt that God can comprehend my thoughts in a reasonably precise way. I however only experience the opposite "direction" as a general sense of an identity, a personality, a concept of approval or disapproval, and occasionally an image or concept of "going somewhere" or "doing something". I can recognise all of these things as being separate from my own personality, conscience, etc. These are the things I mean by "suggestions" - they are not "mind control", in that I feel no compulsion to act on them.
Within Christianity, this would be described as "the indwelling Holy Spirit" making itself know to me, and is seen as an aspect of God which is distinct from, but linked to, God the Father and God the Son. If/how it relates to other religions points of view I don't know, as I haven't looked into other religions in enough depth to discuss anything this personal.
So there you go - you may now feel free to stop trying to understand the way I think, or to convince me of anything rational. 