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Toddler adoption

134 replies

Friendtopia · 13/12/2022 10:17

Hi.
Does anybody have experience of putting an older child up for adoption or know where I can get some guidance? Looking online hasn’t helped as it’s about being pregnant and wanting to set up an adoption. My child is two.
Thanks

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Realfastfoodie · 14/12/2022 15:53

How are you today, @Friendtopia ? Have you managed to contact anyone?

Friendtopia · 14/12/2022 19:14

@Realfastfoodie a little better. Just thinking over all the information I got from the discussion. I have some time on my own tomorrow so I will get in touch with a few places. Thank you for asking

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pompomsandtinsel · 14/12/2022 20:31

I've been thinking of you too OP, you aren't alone and you sound like such a thoughtful mother. I'm glad you will make contact with some support.

Interested in this thread?

Then you might like threads about these subjects:

Hibye23289 · 14/12/2022 20:50

OP unless you are a drug addict or an alcoholic, not feeding your child, letting them live in dirt whilst you are passed out all day please do not doubt that you are good enough for your toddler, they love you unconditionally and he may have issues growing up and lots of questions when he is an adult. Please get yourself some help, speak to helplines, go to the dr again, you are the best person for him providing you are keeping him safe

Thedoglovesmemore · 14/12/2022 21:38

So glad you have found some of the support and information posted here helpful or at least it has given you an idea of how you can access some help.

FWIW your posts have been so amazingly full of concern and wanting the best for your son. That will happen by giving yourself the same love and concern. I hope things start to feel easier for you very soon.

Realfastfoodie · 15/12/2022 21:17

How are you today @Friendtopia? are you and your small one ok?

CloudPop · 15/12/2022 21:27

@Friendtopia - sending lots of very best wishes. @Ted27 is an amazing support and a very regular poster, please tap into the support on offer. Stay strong - you'll work this though.

Mumtobabyhavoc · 16/12/2022 05:23

@Friendtopia I have tears in my wyes reading your posts. You need to know you are enough. You will always be enough. You just need support. Help. That's all.
i am a ssahm. I struggle with my mental health and live with chronic pain. My DC is 15 mos.
I don't doubt my parenting and my child is happy and absolutely thriving. I give hugs and kisses all day and say how proud I am when DC does something new. I promise things will get better. Just get some support and fight for it if you have to. I saw my GP today and said I wanted to schedule regular check- in appts in the new year and arrange for some community counselling and she is going to assist me in this. There may be meet ups in your area for mums that might help, too. Keep reaching out. You are a mum and I know you are a damn good one and you just need help to see it right now. 🌹

Mumtobabyhavoc · 16/12/2022 05:31

Have you looked here:
www.familylives.org.uk

Mumtobabyhavoc · 16/12/2022 05:32

Another:
www.family-action.org.uk/what-we-do/children-families/familyline/

worstusernameeverx2 · 16/12/2022 10:19

Mumtobabyhavoc · 16/12/2022 05:23

@Friendtopia I have tears in my wyes reading your posts. You need to know you are enough. You will always be enough. You just need support. Help. That's all.
i am a ssahm. I struggle with my mental health and live with chronic pain. My DC is 15 mos.
I don't doubt my parenting and my child is happy and absolutely thriving. I give hugs and kisses all day and say how proud I am when DC does something new. I promise things will get better. Just get some support and fight for it if you have to. I saw my GP today and said I wanted to schedule regular check- in appts in the new year and arrange for some community counselling and she is going to assist me in this. There may be meet ups in your area for mums that might help, too. Keep reaching out. You are a mum and I know you are a damn good one and you just need help to see it right now. 🌹

Please believe everything written here Op.

Manamala · 18/12/2022 18:57

Are you OK @Friendtopia ? 💜

Friendtopia · 18/12/2022 19:20

Thanks @worstusernameeverx2 that’s a very kind post

Thanks to those checking in. I think I’ve been able to keep peoples advice in mind which has been helpful in itself to understand it’s me that needs the help. I’m still a bit apprehensive but I know I need to reach out to some places, sounds silly but it’s hard to do.

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Manamala · 19/12/2022 12:43

That doesn’t sound silly at all. It can be so hard to make that first step.

It’s important to remember that you're not alone, and that you deserve support.

Is there any form of contact that makes you feel more at ease? For example, how about as a first step contacting an organisation via anonymous web chat?

LulooLemon · 19/12/2022 12:51

OP, you sound like a loving mum to your child. Wishing you well whatever you choose.

Friendtopia · 19/12/2022 15:53

@Manamala I managed to request some counselling via an online questionnaire today, so yes that was easier than having to explain on the phone. It’s NHS LinkedIn so hopefully they can assign me someone even if there’s a wait, rather than me having to call me GP.

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Thedaysthatremain · 19/12/2022 16:03

Giving him up for adoption now will traumatise him for life. There is also no guarantee that his second family will be any better than you.

Manamala · 19/12/2022 18:28

That is fantastic and something that so many people don’t even manage. I’ve done something like that in the past and found it so hard to even complete the questionnaire, had a complete meltdown.

I really hope you don’t have a long wait. In the meantime this page has some really comprehensive self-help resources. I found them too much to actually get around to doing but I know some therapy-averse friends who found them really useful. www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/404?item=%2fresources%2fconsumers&user=extranet%5cAnonymous&site=cci&url=%252fresources%252fconsumers.cfmj

I have found some mental health and parenting podcasts really helpful, can recommend some if that appeals to you.

Do you have your toddler all day, every day/almost every day? There are some organisations which could help with practical stuff/respite to make your day to day life easier

Do you have any challenges coping with toddler stuff, behaviour, meltdowns etc.? I’ve found some really helpful stuff around that I can share also, especially with helping mine be really independent which makes him happier and gives me breathing space which makes me a better parent. Learning about co-regulation has been an important discovery for me - their mood, heart rate and blood pressure mirrors ours.

Friendtopia · 19/12/2022 22:08

@Manamala podcast recommendations would be great please.

Ive had a tough year, but in particular 6 months. There’s the potential that he might start seeing his dad on weekends in the new year which will give me some time to myself in the day. I can’t seem to do much in the evenings I’m too exhausted.

Yes I think having the toddler meltdowns start about 2 months ago is also getting me down, any help there also appreciated as I get frustrated which I know is probably making things worse. The days just feel like him having non stop outbursts about every little thing, so the days feel so hard.

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Mumtobabyhavoc · 19/12/2022 22:16

Just checking on you. 🌹

lucie333 · 19/12/2022 22:23

I'm so sorry you are going through this 😢
I was put in foster care at 8 the effects it had on me are tremendous. Like you my family thought they were doing what was right.. please do not underestimate what value you bring to your little boy. He will love you even on your bad days. Please don't make a permanent decision on a temporary feeling. I'm sorry you feel this way

HappyHogan · 19/12/2022 22:29

OP 2 is such a trying age but it doesn’t last forever. It will get easier I promise.

does he go to nursery? Some areas have funding for nursery from age 2 so it might be worth looking in to if he doesn’t.
my youngest has just started and the difference in her behaviour is astounding.

Manamala · 20/12/2022 08:21

Toddlers are exhausting at the best of times, let alone when you’re going through a hard time yourself 💐

Janet Lansbury has been my saviour, I have seen such a reduction in my LOs meltdowns since using her ‘respectful parenting’ approach. It mainly revolves around validating their big emotions but maintaining firm boundaries and being an unflustered guide for them to explode around. Their intense feelings and impulses terrify them, and they test them out around us - if we appear unfazed they learn that feelings are natural and normal.

She has lots of articles on her website and they are also in podcast form.

www.janetlansbury.com/2020/12/the-blessing-of-a-meltdown/

Also if you can find time to read/listen to an audiobook, I have found Hunt Gather, Parent and How to Talk So Little Kids will Listen revolutionary. They fit alongside the Lansbury approach - things like validating, ‘sportscasting’ and appearing calm and saying as little as possible to lower the energy when there’s a big intense outburst.

Some of it feels counterintuitive but it really works. Sometimes it’s as simple as ‘name it to tame it’ e.g ‘you sound really angry’ or acknowledging and then implementing a clear boundary ‘You’re upset because you really wanted to run into the road. I can’t let you do that because the cars are dangerous’. The feeling of being understood and heard can really help soothe them, even though you won’t let them do the thing. Also avoiding saying ‘don’t’ or ‘you can’t’ as these words are like dynamite to them.

I’m in therapy at the moment and the most helpful thing has been to focus on breathing, which seems so obvious now but didn’t before. My therapist taught me that my nervous system was in overdrive and I was in a constant state of fight/flight and not breathing deeply at all, which made it very hard to manage my mood. Stopping for a minute and breathing deeply and exhaling very slowly calms your nervous system and makes you feel more able to cope.

Manamala · 20/12/2022 10:29

Also forgot to say that being alone with a toddler all day every day is SO intense. I don’t think many people could cope with that.

Sounds great about some possible respite in the new year. Do you have many mum friends or family around for other sources of respite?

I met a local toddler mum on the peanut app and after spending some time as a four now do childcare swaps which is a godsend.

A service like homestart could also offer some respite, they are so amazing and non-judgemental.

I know you’re struggling to reach out, but there are so many people out there who would love the chance to support you and your LO to be happy. Sounds like you really need a break - you cannot pour from an empty cup.