I've spent the morning crying

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had dd nearly 6 months ago and today I cracked. dp works 5 out of 7 days and I have no friends. difficult family situation so I have no one to help me. I need a break. dp is working 7 days this week because we are saving for a deposit on a house so need the money.

I just feel so alone. I'm exhausted all the freaking time. dp does help. he does one night feed and helps out when he is here. the problem is he isn't here very often. typical shift will be 8.30am -8pm.

I love my daughter endlessly but I'm not sure how much longer I can cope with this.

I don't know what I want from this post, other than just getting my feelings out.

carry on with your day

You're so useless feet what even is the point of you?

to be honest just having somewhere to write stuff down helps

Oh god the squealing. DD learned that at 7.5 mo - I recall because it coincided perfectly with a friend's wedding and all my friends, none of whom have DC, were looking at me like, oh, isn't that just delightful!

She stopped after about a week, if that's any consolation. It was truly hideous though, you have my sympathy.

She's blowing raspberries at me now. least she's stop squealing