Lyra, Oggs, Berrie, Zeb and Binkle....OVER HERE!!!!

[binkleandflip]

Zeb, I'm glad that it went so well.
I guess the next few weeks are going to be tough for you all but we'll all be here to listen and you have a new future to look forward to with no cows ...how long before you miss them?

About the same time as hell freezing over

Morning Zeb. I was thinking of you last night. I'm glad it was so civilised, the last thing you need at a time like this is lots of drama and shouting.
Treating it as a separation sounds sensible - you don't want to burn any bridges at this stage, just in case there is something still there once you remove the cows from the equation.
Hope you have a better day today.
Berrie, how are you? Where have you been?

Loony Land Lyra!

Ain't nothin' wrong with Loony Land Berrie. I hope you're ok.

Ah, I thought it might be something like that .
Are you ok now?

Yep, back to normal.
Funny, I wasn't depressed like I have been in the past. I didn't hate myself, I didn't experience a lack of hope, I didn't obsess over things from the past. I simply didn't function. It didn't occur to me to do any washing (of clothes, not me) or to eat. My brain didn't work, I couldn't remember things and meverthing was a bit fuzzy. It was most odd.
Anyway, on 40mg of citalopram.
Felt a bit embarrassed about what I said on here too so thought it best not to chat until I felt more balanced.

Nothing to be embarrassed about Berrie. We're all friends here.

Big hugs Berrie. I hope you're feeling you're getting out of the black hole.

Thanks.

I have the keys.

Woo Hoo, how exciting. What's next?

Flat warming. You're all invited.

Congratulations! You are officially an independent woman with no cows!

Almost. I've got to pack up my bed and walk yet.
No cows. No chickens. No dogs. No unexpected arrivals of sheep, ferrets, pigs.... oh, and did I mention that this flat has FLOORS AND CARPET

Floors!
You'll be in heaven!

((un-huggy hugs Zeb )) Glad that it wasn't too painful. Will it mean much disruption (other than the obvious ) for ds? When will you be able to move in?

Berrie! ((more un-huggy hugs)). Glad you're back . Lyra's right - absolutely no need to feel embarrassed.

Throws in an ((unhuggy hug)) for Lyra so she doesn't feel neglected .

Anyone about?

Am now...are you at work?

Yes, double shift. Reasonably busy with the story about the poor kiddies being stabbed to death.

Oh dear, I've not seen that yet...don't think I want to either

No. They were 4 and 5, so roughly the ages of my boys. It seems so much worse when they're the same ages as your own.

Sigh...

Got a massive Next order today as I've been too ill to get any clothes for our holiday.
We had fun trying stuff on but typically I'm only keeping some jeans and a t-shirt.

Question mark over some shoes and a dress...I'll msee if I can find the link...hold on.

Yes, I'd love to see.
When are you off?
i can't wait for our holiday. I need some sun!