I didn't know what to call the new thread. I don't want to be attention seeking. I think if it had my username more people might look thinking it's something else, maybe about plants. So I kept it off the title.
I know it's annoying to need a new thread. I genuinely thought I'd have left when I started the first one.
I don't know if I need much more posts but I think my old thread stops at page 40 so if people don't mind, I can vent and express my fears here. I hope to leave well before this thread gets to long. Thank you again so much for all the kindness and support. I should go to bed and try to take action tomorrow instead of being too scared to do anything.