Been to the docs today, seem to live there or hospitals lately, had another of my strange turns last night. Sat watching Chelsea(as in flower shabs)and went all funny, blood rushing everywhere and thought I was going to pass out, went upstairs and got on the bed, eventually someone missed me, then kids looked all worried, sent them to get me some water and a diazapam, managed to fall asleep, woke at 2am and felt like I was going to collapse and die! Awful feeling. Docs havent a clue, I have had every test they can think of. So today I asked her to check my blood pressure, it was normal, but all she can suggest is that I buy a b/p monitor and check it if it happens again. I feel shattered today, drained. H was at the hospital at 8.30am for chemo, got the pump on now until Frid, hes full of energy, never complains and here am I feeling crap! Somebody tell me it will pass.